I Have A Date (Sort Of)
There is this really nice guy who I am interested in that I am hanging out with tonight.Given that I have not been out with a guy in a 1 3/4 years (just got out of a relationship) I am bloody nervous!He is shy and super nice,wish me luck!
The Sort Of Date
Oddly enough all we did was go over to Jason's place to watch a DVD,but it was one of the best times I've had in a long time.The evening was a return to innocence for me because the only physical contact we had all night was him cuddling me while we watched T.V.(and it took him about an hour to work up the nerve for that).It was great to see he was as nervous as me!He wants to seem me again (YAY).Hopefully he kisses me next time!Wow,I feel like a teenager!
We Finally Kissed
I went to a party at Jason's place on Saturday night and had a blast.It was great at this party I was able to be myself and not have to worry.He had to drive a friend home and I went along for the ride(who am I kidding I wanted to be around him) and when we arrived back at his place I realized I was going to have to bring up the topic of a kiss.I very nervously asked him fumbling my words if he minded if I kissed him.Jason said "no" (he did not mind) and we kissed,all I can say is "WOW".Later "he" told me it had been sometime since he had kissed someone so he was as equally nervous as I was.The next day we went to see "The Da Vinci Code" (which I loved) and He had me over for bbq'd burgers at his place and we hung out until 11:30 last night.This past weekend was the best I have had in a longtime and he even told me the it was "the best weekend he has ever had"!
YAY
Six Of One Half A Dozen Of The Other
On Friday night Jason dropped me of at my place and told me he had forgotten something in the car.Since I am forgetting things most of the time this meant nothing to me.After he came back in to my apartment with his hand behind his back and a couple of seconds later he whipped out half a dozen beautiful red roses.It took me off guard because it has been ages since anyone has given me flowers.The presentation of the roses was fallowed by the cutest question,"will you go out wit me?" to which I replied "yes!".
A few nights prior to getting the roses when I was at Jason's place and my brother (also my landlord) called to ask me where I was and I said "I am at Jason's (my brother thought I meant my neighbor of the same name) and I said "no you know my...um...well... that guy".When I got off the phone with my brother Jason looked at me and said "So I am that guy?".At my age it can not be assumed that I am an someones girlfriend simply because I have dates with them.I've never been one to assume anything so I am thankful he asked
